ABOUT THE PATTERN OF THE DAY May 3, 1984
Moscow We came in, took our seats, relaxed and found ourselves together. Before this, during the week we were fussing busy with our private affairs of different necessity. But you must confess that in some way these affairs as a rule drew our attention off our depth, our own Self, and we had a feeling of an importance of the outer relations with the world and people. In a way all our contacts did not enrich us, but on the contrary we felt robbed, exhausted and weary? It was an ordinary week but why such on exhaustion? Now nothing seems to change, we didn't even say a word to each other, we only came in and sat together with those feeling the Higher, each of you separately, there came silence of sense, hearing of the Higher in silence. Quite naturally the Higher was actualised because I am not the only one who loves It and who lives on It - there is the group, brothers, sister, there is the unity is the honour of the real Higher. We inwardly realised only two moments here: first - we are here for the sake of the Higher inside us, and second: we are together because we love the Higher. You can feel the coming warmth, joy, calmness, filling, sense, energy, even physical health. I am for the sake of the real Higher! I am with those who love It, as I love It. And then all my activities are not just fussy - they are the result of these two moments. The actuality of my activities and contacts is determined not by the necessity of the activities and contacts themselves - but they become the result of my actual interaction with the Higher and with the people with whom we are united by the Highest Unity. You can see the difference. Usually in our every day life any affair is important by itself. It is not the result of your Divine Soul state, it is God itself. If you observe all the week from this point of view, you will see it. Not Eternal but temporary induced you which means that the energetic interaction was horizontal, you were fed and you consume horizontally. In fact it was your temporal personality that lived, not the eternal soul. And then what was this week for? I am speaking not about moral law but about surviving into what has sense. In this case it is necessary to have not just different understanding, it is necessary to have Life instead of death. Life as it goes with God not with people who consider duration to be - genetic or cultural one and deny the duration of individual consciousness. What so ever world outlook, belief, wish or aspiration could be - the truth is the only actuality of the moment. Life is not world outlook, it is the actual feeling of every moment. And we, when speaking about our real life, have no world outlook either. We have the actual feeling of every moment. This actual and the most intimate feeling of every moment is God. The inner aim for something exact and lively necessary produces certain energetic fields. The energy of fields (uplifting, falling, personal, Hierarchy) emerges as a result of the actual goal of your life. Energy and your energetic fields - this is your state, your actuality. It has nothing to do either with the world outlook, or with belief and evening prays ritual if there is no life actuality in them. The only thing is of primary importance: what in fact actualises your day?! What actualises it? - that is the problem. Why were there monasteries? Not really just to bar from the outer world with the stony walls, but for the people to know psychologically that they came to serve for something different, that they had quite different «appointment», exact, real. They were told that they must «obtain the grace» here, where icons hang... And here is the cell , and here is - the spiritual father. And they made all their life actual. They took up the service and they were known as «obtaining the grace» And this went together with food, sleep, communications, labour - all the aspects of monastery life. For instance imagine two possible variants of personal interactions. The first one - they meet as two intellectual persons on the background of romantic Moscow and they are actualised in it. Whatever Spiritual they are, their really actual affair will be love and marriage. And everything in them will turn in the direction of the horizontal personal contact. But if they meet and make search of Soul as cosmic reality, their actual goal, - when salvation and death are real - then their interaction will be the result of wish their to save soul, which is more beautiful and perfect, than in the first case. They will actualise quite a new type of interaction and the resulting relations will be enriched with Hierarchy energies and be built up quite differently. When engaged in some activities we keep in mind the zone of Souls Evolution the Hierarchy of Light as the source gives us energy and the situations and our activities become enriched with energy. Everything that happens is quite concrete and energetic (here is the secret of our «inexplicable» inspirations). But we believe vaguely in something up over «there», while definitely living here in our routine situations, and then we find our God also here, and the source of energy - here too. And here, in this horizontal life, we are flooded by horizontal personal energies which are by their frequency nonhomogeneous and even fragile to soul. Believe me it all happens to be technically precise. The actualisation of different levels of our inner state means our switching into different levels of energy intensity: from the levels of temporal life up to the levels of eternal life. Our inner state actualises one or another energetic activity. I speak about the real but not imaginable desired inner state. It must be total earthly concrete. The experiment in mysterial and meditative work shows the necessity of changing the energy field in order to survive on the Earth. A Human being has to make his Higher state concrete and actual, just to see how his earthly activities become altered. Energetic fields on the Earth in our routine life and surviving into immortality are interdependent. All spiritual people have come to realise that not through their searching mind as a rule, but at the moments of crisis, possible physical death, when one has to find the way out of a deadlock and look for some reliable support. For the support inside. Then the open-up centres - chakras, the energies running free through the system, the intensification of the field become not just the result of the experimental curiosity, but the result of searching how to survive on the Earth and in Cosmos, when you have to find «the way out» when you have to continue your spiritual life. Leaving the spiritual practice for Sunday hours, for morning and evening meditations, but daily existing in something different though lively necessary as it seems to us, we are working up only earthly results, not the hierarchy body. And don't speak of belief - it's nonsense. You are not There! You actualise different things. Mind only that, which looks the truth for you in every occurring situations, the situational truth, the real truth. What do you work up in this situation? What do you continue? In what do you survive? Don't separate belief from life. Make your support the spiritual as life, and out of this support (and it will never betray) make all the gestures' all the actions. It is easy. You simply put everything in its proper place: for the world of causes - the primary place and for the world of gestures and effects (the outer world) - the secondary, the peripheral place. Don't work in the «outer darkness». Being within the inner Light you make a gesture into the outer. Now the time has come to build up your lives in an absolutely new clue. You are solemn at the moment of death, funeral, at the moments of tragedies, wars on the Earth's. Why are you not solemn in the everyday life. As if death and only death teaches you solemnity, deep seriousness and crystal construction of your intangible. I see now fine bodies either as loose, arimanic, ruffed, baggy, or as refined and elegant. This is not the elegance of culture this is the elegance of breath of real state. You can see such elegance, full aura, the beauty of fine bodies in those who don't make curtsey any more to all that is not the Source, not the Master, not the Light. Those who are fed from the spiritual source, who are not attached to the forms, who are filled with the Higher Worlds touches, who have meditative channels, who with this inner lot of touches and channels come to the outer world really enrich this world and help it. The liberation from the necessity of situations and contacts - this is the forced way, this is the really open centre, receiving the Light directly. There come a miracle! You live There and here, in the Essence and in the manifestation. This is how the light bearing rings of aura are built. This is how your consciousness joins the world of Hierarchy of Light through meditation. The acme of our childish and youth dream where the Bolshoi Theatre, or Cosmos, some professional particular zone of service, or high contact, or big love. And each time we were inevitably connected with the outer world waiting for the gift of destiny, depending on a person, surroundings, on our family or somebody's decision. How many bows should one make the Light finally to touch him, to soothe him, to clear out, to give sense. Sense, and that is, food for our soul. But now, when Shamballa is making contacts with humanity, there come quite special time: go out the fires of outer satiety, emerges strange self-sufficiency, appears the abundance of knowledge and signs, visions and initiations - as if the firm and loving hand is directing us now, and only This Light, This touch, this attention makes sense. All the rest just follows. Whether I will stay in silence or come into action what kind of love, family or friendship there will be, if any, - all this just follow. I break the chains of the outer world dependence, I become dependent on the world of Soul and Monad. I, am in the gesture, but I will not allow, any gesture to rough the smooth surface of the Truth. No results and goals, no publishing houses, publications, no movements, marriages by themselves. God forbid! How is it possible to have marriage, scientific or artistic work by themselves? Everything must be dropped as the early dew off the leaf. The realisation comes by itself, as the sequence of the movements cardinal. |